Green

My first week of school was flippin awesome, I must say. I won't go into tooo much detail, but I think I'm going to love this year more than any other. The whole senior mentality of "whatever" has already kicked in (which is odd considering I'm usually so uptight about school), but I like all of my classes (except Geosystems. Whoever came up with that class had some serious problems) enough to do the work and be happy. Plus, I do want to go to college next year.

Last night (or this morning actually) I had a weird dream. I don't want to go into specifics because I can't find words to explain it, but I decided to try to analyze one aspect of it. For the entire dream, the predominant color was green. There were green fish, green algae, green inch worms, green pool tables (are there any other color? I've only seen green ones) and I'm pretty sure a green cow, but that could have been a rocket and some chipmunks. Colors in dreams have certain meanings. I used to study dream analyzation, but I forgot pretty much all of it except for the Freudian interpretations (but that's all just sex and your mother. Not much to remember there) and I can't find my book, but that's what the internet is for!

Green
Green signifies a positive change, good health, growth, healing, hope, vigor, vitality, peace, and serenity. Green is also symbolic of your strive to gain recognition and establish your independence. Money, wealth and jealousy are often associated with this color. Dark green indicates materialism, cheating, deceit, and/or difficulties with sharing. You need to balance between your masculine and feminine attributes. (http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamthemes/colors.htm)

I prefer the first two meanings to the rest, although I do admit that there's a level of jealousy that I have to squash sometimes, but that's never been too bad- more like a fleeting angry thought. I'm pretty sure that overwhelming subconscious jealousy isn't to blame because I have no reasons to be really jealous. I only get that quick moment of green-eyedness for things I know are stupid. There wasn't as much dark green as regular old green, so that rules out the difficulties with sharing and deceit and all that and I think my masculine and feminine attributes are balanced enough. The funny things about dreams are that you can try to figure out what they mean, but that's a very inexact guessing game. Unless there's a particular thing that's been preoccupying you and you can pinpoint that as the reason, your dreams can be caused by anything: a passing thought, something you learned (I dreamed about electrophoresis once), something somebody told you, something you saw... I can actually trace some of the components of my dream this morning to some things that happened yesterday, but the main plot is weird and mysterious and so confusing I don't think I could even make a story out of it.

Yes, so that's my rambling for this rainy Saturday morning. Hurricane Hannah is doing some damage and now I can't go practice driving because I'm afraid of driving in the rain (I dunno why. It's not like the car is going to melt). I would like to go outside and play in it though. Maybe dance a bit, sing...All that good rainy day stuff.

♥ j.j.